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[07 Sep 2007|10:23pm] |
Enough drama. Enough bullshit!
This week has been so busy but wonderful, really wonderful. My classes have been good, I've been working really hard, I got promoted to cutting specialist (FREAKS ME OUT!), saw CAROL, cut her hair and she loves it! This week is a good week. This week I've learned some crazy things about myself. It's been good.
I don't really get a weekend this week so I have a double week but next week I have a double weekend, so that'll definitely do! I'm considering going to Dallas, we'll see how that goes. I have this Crazy (not so crazy really) feeling that the person who'd I'd be going to see is going to start pulling the excuse bullshit he's famous for and I don't have time for that. Ball's in his court though, he can choose if he's going to be friends or just be friends with other people.
I'd like to be friends.
This life is amazing. It's so awesome.
With love,
-Patricia MArie
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[23 Aug 2007|11:01pm] |
I LOVE WHAT I DO.
I LOVE WHO I DO IT WITH.
I LOVE WHO I DO IT FOR.
I had the most incredible experience in the world last weekend.
Details later.
-Patricia Marie
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[16 Jul 2007|10:32pm] |
SIGNATURE GATHERING 2007 WAS AMAZING.
Things have taken a turn in my life and I'm okay with it.
Progress.
Progression.
Moving forward.
I love my job.
I really miss Joe, though.
He moves back in September.
Knowledge+Action=Power
My goal is to travel the world and share and inspire as many people as I can.
-Patricia Marie
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[14 May 2007|02:48pm] |
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My lunch meeting with Sandy and Rosie was FANTASTIC.
I'm GOING to Signature Gathering this year with their salon team! HOLY SHITTT.
I love my job.
I love my life.
I can do anything.
I'm at the right place at the right time.
Success only comes before work in the dictionary.
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[17 Apr 2007|02:00pm] |
So, being in Houston still feels weird. I'm not sure what I think about everything just yet. My room is done! It's absolutely gorgeous. IT's very.. me! Very, the happy me that used to be only part time, but is now full time. It's incredible. Tomorrow is my meeting with SAndy and Rosie and I'm ready to crap my pants! I'm so excited but I don't know if I'll say the right things...! Yes, I will say the right things. THat school and their salon needs me. I'm an awesome asset to their team and when I go there it feels right! Everyone tells me go with how it feels. Well, it feels so good there. I love the energy.
So, I'm having a sort of struggle with this whole Joe thing. IT's weird... he's in Wisconsin, we don't talk hardly, and I don't even know what to think about the whole thing. It's like a permanent vacation only not. It is permanent and are we or aren't we? And it's one of those funny things that aren't fun to talk about, so you just don't!
In other news: Elizabeth is getting so big! My back is peeling from my sunburn, I bought some new shirts (3) and a vest which I love. I really do love my green walls! I really do love being back at home. I don't feel weird here. I feel good here. Buba fell asleep in my bed last night and there was no room for me... speaking of beds! I slept in my own bed for the first time in a week last night, AWESOME!
That's all for now!
-Patricia Marie
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[13 Apr 2007|08:41pm] |
Well, I live in Houston now. Moved back Wednesday. Joe is now in Wisconsin... which I don't know what that makes us. IT doesn't matter, really! This is a new chapter on a new book and this life is incredible.
I'm moving into Lee's old room and my walls are going to be bright green. IT's going to be amazing. Mom wants me to be comfortable so that I'll actually live here a while and save some money. I have some BRILLIANT job opportunities here and I know that this is just a stepping stone to achieving my dreams. It's weird being back here, and so fantastic too. Austin taught me so much... and I think I sort of owe it to WHOEVER to share with them what I know. I hold others accountable for their goals/dreams I want people to hold me accountable for mine... part of what I want to do is share all I know and inspire.
This is such a good life.
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[14 Mar 2007|07:49pm] |
I graduate in under a month. I'm moving back to Houston. (temporarily, though)... It's a good move, I think. I'm excited to say the least. I'll be living for free (almost!) which will be a huge relief and I will be doing what I love for MONEY! Which is awesome.
Joe is moving to Wisconsin.
I'm a little nervous but things will work out.
This is all so exciting.
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[11 Feb 2007|12:47am] |
Life's still good, I'm still smiling.
Broke as shit, about to graduate!
My lease is up April 15!
This whole year has been such an adventure.
I love doing WHAT I LOVE.
How satisfying.
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[28 Dec 2006|12:08am] |
I can't believe this is actually happening. In fact, I'm not sure if it's happening at all and the only person who I could possibly EVER talk to about it is who it's happening with... this time. Actually, no time was ever like this and it's been almost 7 years. SEVEN WHOLE years, that's a long time. And I'm sorry cause I'm sort of protective, possessive, something. But the truth is, I mean well and it's just cause you're absolutely wonderful.
So thanks.
With love,
-Patricia Marie
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[08 Nov 2006|07:05pm] |
I don't do this often, so why not?
I'm so happy where I am. I'm doing what it takes to get me where I want to be and I'm so excited. I'm so inspired and driven and I love doing this. It's silly and I used to say that I was just going to do this part time. No part of me only wants happiness part time. No part of doesn't what to LOVE what I'm doing all day every day. Money sucks, bills and real life. But school, school rocks! Life... ROCKS. I love where I am. It's perfect. And I've learned so much. I believe in positive energy and negative energy. I believe in self affirmation and the laws of the mind. I'm going to work with DJ. I'm going to be on Robert's platform team.
You watch!
With love,
And much hope and excitement,
-Patricia Marie
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[17 Oct 2006|06:19pm] |
Donna read my ring today, she saw a lady bug.
A lot of things are bugging me and I'm supposed to act lady like about them.
This is so difficult when I have no one to splurge to...
Mostly cause I need a perfect stranger!
I'll be in Houston this weekend for Homecoming hair.
I love doing hair.
I'd be more than delighted if we spent sometime together, too.
With love,
-Patricia Marie
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[12 Sep 2006|07:30pm] |
I'm baking oatmeal cookies.
It's too bad you're not close enough to come and get some!
With love,
-Patricia Marie
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[21 Aug 2006|07:39am] |
I just get pissed off cause some things are really hard to believe sometimes, especially when for some reason no one knows how to show it.
I took my sisters to school today!
They're AWESOME!
With love,
-Patricia MArie
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[19 Aug 2006|10:46pm] |
I still don't feel okay about everything.
I'm pretty upset about my brother and other things. I'm so upset and disappointed. I mean, it's not my life but I really wish I could be proud of him, for once. I'm working on other things though, that don't have to do with him and I'm doing okay. THings aren't going exactly as planned but I need to remember about taking baby steps. Speaking of which... Jaymess just got online. I haven't talked to him in months.
I think it's so important ot be honest with myself right now. I'm not very good at it, and it's evident. I don't even barely leave the house without my hair done, but! It's an honesty thing. And something about I feel like I need to make up for lost time. But I don't have to, and things are fine. I'm fine. I'm moving forward though and I'm excited and sometimes scared a little. I'm really glad it's not easy though.
With love,
-Patricia Marie
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| You know! |
[18 Aug 2006|07:50pm] |
I think it's time to write you a letter because I'm never around, really, and Joe is out of town. Time is in abundance and I'm feeling kind of lousy, but that's not the honest truth because I'm actually feeling good. I had cereal for dinner (my favorite!, kind of) and school today wasn't half bad. I did Miss Judy's hair and she's adorable and I did this really awesome man's hair and he's awesome so of course it's awesome. My week has been kind of shitty. I haven't been motivated and I kind of feel discouraged at school. On Wednesday during professional development we got to talking about motivational speaking and people's journeys. Well, blah blah I started reading Winn's book, and that's when it kind of hit. I need to be nice to you and we need to be friends again. There just is no other way. You're awesome and I know it, and you need to feel it. And I don't know why I feel so compelled to talk to you everyday and wish you the best day in the world, but I do and at first I was afraid to tell you. But I'm not scared because there is no reason to be, and you shouldn't be scared either. We're going to be awesome again and I'm sorry for being so wrong for the last two years. I'm especially sorry for disappearing, and talking wrong and not eating enough Mexican food with you!
Mostly, thank you for being awesome. That's the word of the week, I guess, but not so much. It's your word because You deserve it.
Don't be confused now and call me. Cause I like company and this house is pretty damned lonely. And I'm so excited about your hair cut!!
-Patricia Marie
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| Dear Live Journal, |
[02 Jul 2006|07:03pm] |
I haven't lived in Houston for a month and I think I already forgot what it's like there all the time. I mean, I've been back every weekend, almost, but that doesn't matter. It's wonderful here. I absolutely love school and I still haven't found a job. I just got done making the most intense platter of little cakes (they're each heart shaped, put together to make a flower) for my "creative color wheel" for school. It's pretty tight. I'm working on selling bags of beauty products to fund my way to this hair show that is going to be in Florida in August. It's 32.27 for a Paul Mitchell Shampoo, Conditioner, and Styling Product. We're promoting 5 different lines and the products come in a cute little back pack. So! If you're interested or you know anyone who might be, tell me! I have 11 left to sell!
I hope everyone is having the summers of their lives.
With love,
-Patricia Marie
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| Dear Live Journal, |
[31 May 2006|12:57am] |
Two down
One to go.
I hate this life sometimes.
BUT!
I MOVE SATURDAY!!!!!!!!
With love,
-Patricia Marie
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| Dear Live Journal, |
[17 May 2006|12:36pm] |
It's pretty good to know that I'm not needed anymore.
With love,
-Patricia Marie
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| Dear Live Journal, |
[27 Mar 2006|01:26pm] |
I thought it would be longer but it hasn't.
I'm really uneasy and I need to tell someone.
SO!
TO EVERYONE.
I'm really uneasy.
Thanks.
And still saving up for a mattress.
With love,
-Patricia Marie
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| Dear Live Journal, |
[20 Mar 2006|01:30pm] |
It's been so long since I've come here, but I may as well, I don't have work for an hour. That means in 45 minutes I need to leave my house. Things are okay and I'm basically counting the days until graduation. No, I am counting them. I'm worn out though. I'm not doing as good as I could be, but that's just because it's that time of year. Something about the spring, but this is not true. Flowers are blooming on the interstates and I love how blue the blue bonnets make things seem.
I'm moving out June 1st. I start beauty school on the 19th of June or the 20th. I think it's the 19th but for some reason that doesn't sound right even though it is right because I just checked. I need to get out of here though. I'm going to live with Joe in north Austin and after beauty school is up I'm going to go to UT. In between I'll be taking classes at ACC to pass the time, I guess. Maybe I won't be busy enough? They lie!
As excited I am, I'm more nervous. As nervous I am, I think I might just be going crazy. But this is all okay because! We're watching Pride and Prejudice in English and I love it.
Enough for a few months.
Best regards.
With love,
-Patricia Marie
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